by John L. Ruth
The writer of Psalm 78 proposes
(in the King James idiom) to speak of "dark things."
Luther translates it as "riddles of old things" (räterchen
von alten dingen.) Riddles of old things are dark in two senses.
Old things are dim because of their distance from our time. Especially
are origins hard, if not impossible, to understand.
And second, "The dark
places of the earth," to quote another Psalm, "are
filled with cruelty." Thus the past we probe to appreciate
Gods great works is full of things to be regretted, things
that dont fit our present mores. Things, even in the Bible,
that we dont approve of. Things in our own past which do
not please us. The Book of Revelation shows us a writer puzzled
by his own vision. John tells us he "wept much" because
there was no one capable of opening a book that contained the
meaning of history. This weeping represents our existential need
to understand the riddle of human existence, the story of which
we are characters.
In my own surveying of life
in the two oldest American Mennonite conferences, Ive noted
the persistent emotion of yearning for access to the book of
history. There is a wistfulness for and relief in learning a
persons story. While my most recent manuscript has been
incubating, Ive gotten impatient letters from people who
say they need it so that they can place their own family stories
in context. I have often gone to funeral memorial meals, simply
to offer the healing balm of memory. Without story, something
within our hearts and communities starves.
Clifford Geertz, in a review
of Jerome Bruners recent The Culture of Education, notes
its conclusion that "Growing up among narratives ... is
the essential scene of education . . . . `We live in a sea of
stories. Learning how to swim in such a sea, how to construct
stories, understand stories, classify stories, check out stories,
see through stories, and use stories to find out how things work
or what they come to, is what the school, and beyond the school
the whole `culture of education, is, at base, all about.
The heart of the matter is that `humans beings make sense of
the world by telling stories about it by using the narrative
mode for construing reality ...." 1
In working on two conference
histories, Ive reflected on a paradox in our eastern Pennsylvania
Mennonite memory. On the one hand, our people were full of history,
and on the other most did little or nothing to consciously record
it. The record may be quickly summarized.
In 1727, within decades of
their arrival, they had placed a version of their history before
the public in an appendix to their Confession of Faith containing
an essay of 1664 by the Dutch Tieleman T. van Sittert. In this
van Sittert argued that the violent Münsterites had been
an aberration from the peaceful streams of Dutch Mennonites and
Swiss Baptists, from whom governments had less than nothing to
fear. By 1742, the parental longing of Pennsylvania Mennonites
was calling forth the publishing of a German translation of the
Martyrs Mirror. At the same time they reproduced in their hymnal
the 1645 Berichte of Jeremias Mangold, narrating the persecutions
of their great-grandparents in the Canton of Zurich.
But alas, when Morgan Edwards
of Philadelphia published a history of Baptist-related communions
in Pennsylvania in 1770, he reported little "readiness"
among the Lancaster Mennonists to give him the statistics he
sought. They seemed suspicious, he observed, that if others had
information about them it might "be to their prejudice."2
In 1773 the Franconia bishops wrote that they had been too busy
to keep records all they had was a page from their first
bishop, who had died ten years earlier, taking them up to the
year 1712 in Germantown.
A Mennonite from Hamburg trying
to piece together a record of his clans American diaspora
did elicit from a woman at Skippack Magdalena van Sinteren
Kolb the first American Mennonite genealogical roster.
But for over a century thereafter one finds very little surviving
record-writing among Magdalenas people in Pennsylvania.
There is certainly evidence of living oral tradition. In 1826
schoolteacher-historian-translator I. D. Rupp, of the Reformed
faith, was able to take notes on Lancaster Mennonite memories,
even though the stories were already somewhat shaky. A few years
later we find Deacon John Lederach of Salford (in the Franconia
Conference) telling German visitor Jacob Krehbiel that "the
documents dealing with the original American ordination [1698/1708]
at Germantown were still preserved in Germantown." The deacon
had often thought, he said, that he should ask for these papers,
to be kept for historical reasons "in one of our congregations
in Montgomery County."3
But it would be over a century
before his descendants would take the trouble to gather documents
systematically. In such correspondence as has survived one finds
occasional intriguing comments on concerns brought from the old
country. As late as the 1880s there were fragments of legend
afloat in our community about our memorable schoolteacher Christopher
Dock, who had died a century earlier. But the connections became
so tenuous that even an intelligent progressive like John H.
Oberholtzer in 1849 knew little history. He did not know who
his American pioneer ancestor of 1732 was, nor even his own grandmothers
first name. He imagined that one reason there had been so little
"Gelehrsamkeit" (learning) among his American ancestors
was that danger from the "tomahawks" of "wild"
Indians on the frontier had made an orderly life difficult.4
He wrote in the vaguest of generalizations about the "Franconia
Conference," which he viewed as formed just in the generation
previous to his.
Benjamin Eby of Ontario, a
native Lancaster Countian, did pull together a survey of Mennonite
history in 1841, and I. D. Rupp tried to do the same a few years
later in his Original History of the Religious Denominations
... of the United States (1844). But the Lancaster Conferences
most intelligent leader, Bishop Christian Herr, supplied to Rupp
only a quite unoriginal and hazy overview, with the Dordrecht
Confession of Faith. Controversies such as those of the Montgomery
County "Funkites" of 1777-1811, the Lancaster "Herrites"
of 1812, and the Groffdale community in the 1840s all left
paper trails valuable to historians.
These survivals remind us
of an issue of balance which historians must deal with. It became
personal for me in the comment of an old mentor, Noah G. Good,
after he had read a version of my forthcoming manuscript, The
Earth is the Lords: A Narrative History of the Lancaster
Mennonite Conference. "I get the impression," wrote
Noah, "that so much space is given to recording bitterness
and quarrels because you can get hold of that, and the quiet
sober growth gets little emphasis. Perhaps this is so natural
that it cannot be avoided, but I feel I get a distorted picture
of tension. These things are all so very true, much too true
to be missed or avoided; but are we missing something because
it did not produce noise?" Again: "This is church history.
It needs to be told as it was. [But] Even at this long time afterwards
we must be careful not to rankle or stir up old sores. Is this
what we want to say?" My generation is not as afraid of
examining "old sores" as Goods. And I tend to
go with what I consider the biblical model, which has the advantage
of letting the readers feel that they are getting more than one
side of the story. But I am very much concerned with his question,
"Is this what we want to say?" One is always choosing
what one wants to say about the past.
In 1856 I. D. Rupp went through
ship-records kept after 1727, and published his Collection of
Thirty Thousand Names of Pennsylvania German pioneers. This was
a helpful beginning, but already so much had been forgotten that
the names themselves could hardly provide any "picture."
By the time of the Civil War, our people had effectively lost
the story of their great-grandparents migration. Those
few who still knew it were not writing it. In 1864, John L. Delp
of Chalfont wrote plaintively to the new Herald of Truth, "I
have for some time been trying to collect some of the early history
of our Church in Pennsylvania ... but thus far I have met with
rather ill success." Delp hoped that others who were "better
informed" might "bring to light what appears to be
so much in the dark in our country."5
In the same year miller Isaac
Tyson of near Royersford mourned, "My poor heart often feels
sorry that so little is known about our ancestors. All the old
people are gone, and no one is here anymore to give me the desired
information. What might have been handed down to the coming generation
with ease is now out of reach ...."6 Isaac
then joined the "River Brethren" whose historians,
one notes, have precious little written record to deal with of
the origins of their own fellowship in the late 1770s.
In this vacuum, other voices spoke. The Reformed Mennonites certainly
did a better job of explaining their birth than did the larger
body of 19th Century Mennonites with their own story. But other
interpretations tended to confuse our own self-perception. In
my community J. K. Harley, the worldly son of a Brethren preacher
at Indian Creek, wrote a little history of Montgomery County
for the public schools, in which he set the meaning of our region
primarily in terms of what the American Revolution had done for
it. There was nothing at all about our peoples spiritual
life.7
Amusingly, when one looks
with the eyes of a local at the actions of General George Washington
while he was staying at the home of a Mennonite miller on our
Perkiomen Creek, a revealing historical irony emerges. One of
the "dark things" historians like to mention is that
our Mennonite farmers were very loath to sell their produce to
Washingtons Army for fear that its paper Continental money
would not reflect the full worth of their butter and veal. Rather,
they carried produce on their backs to Philadelphia, where the
occupying British Army had the Kings gold to buy provender.
This is offered as an illustration of a crassness unable to recognize
the emerging noble dream of an independent America. But if so,
what about the instructions Washington himself, while at Pennypackers
Mill, wrote home to a relative in Virginia? When the agent would
rent some real estate the General owned, he was to make sure
that any currency used would allow the Father of his County to
"really, and not nominally, get what was intended as a rent."8
A century later, while Americans
were inspiring themselves with fables of "Washington praying
at Valley Forge," came the first stirrings among Mennonites
to recover the memory of their ancestry. But prolific genealogist
A. J. Fretz, who began his search in 1880, lamented that he "should
have ... begun years ago, while there were yet living those of
the third generation, who could have given more satisfactory
information of the early ancestors ... but which with their demise
is forever lost. Already the ancestral thread was lost to many
who were unable to trace their lineage farther than to the grandfather
...."9 Although in 1895 the story of our
Bernese past was sympathetically laid open by the Reformed Pastor
Ernst Müller at Langnau, using Dutch records,10
when A. D. Wenger of Lancaster came through Langnau five years
later he could not recognize the historical story spread around
him. Nor did M. G. Weaver use Müllers quite essential
account when he published his own history of Lancaster Mennonites
in 1931. And strangely we of the 1990s have still not done
our homework on this, i.e., we have not systematically translated
the rich collection of correspondence involving our Swiss/Palatine
ancestors, still awaiting our mature attention in the Mennonite
Archives in Amsterdam. (Authors note: Since giving this
talk, I am happy to report that a significant initiative is under
way to correct this historic neglect.)
In 1906 young Illinois native
C. Henry Smith, who had been teaching at Goshen College and was
researching his Ph.D. thesis (Mennonites of America) for the
University of Chicago, was bemused by his experience of the Lancaster
Mennonites. In a stay of several weeks in what he called the
"original nest of the Pennsylvania Mennonites," the
midwesterner found the scene to be "one of the most charming
as well as the most prosperous rural bits in all America."
With hardly a weed in the fields, the "substantial stone
houses and capacious red barns full of well-groomed horses and
well-fed cattle ... spelled thrift and industry in every detail."
But in the midst of "the charm of the landscape and the
fine hospitality of the people," Smith could find "no
records" to consult nor even gravestones for the first settlers.
He concluded somewhat understandably though prematurely that
"the Mennonites here ... were not much interested in their
ancestry."11
This seemed true again in
1910, as historians gathered at the Willow Street Mennonite Meetinghouse
to celebrate the Bicentennial of the first white settlers
arrival in what had become Lancaster County. The local Mennonites
actually tried to distance themselves from what they considered
a worldly and inappropriately proud observance. While "the
religious meaning" of "our 200 years" was left
to the oratory of secularized descendants, the Mennonite leaders
were occupied with concerns about the clothes requirements for
participating in communion. After the celebration, they expressed
"sorrow" at Conference that such a proud "anniversary
display & Celebration" had taken place at one of their
meetinghouses. "Such things," recorded Bishop Benjamin
Weaver, are "unbecoming for us. We hope they may never be
repeated on our church grounds any Place."12
But that same year of 1910
had seen the beginnings of two decades of research on Lancaster
Mennonite history by scrivener Martin G. Weaver. By the time
his Mennonites of the Lancaster Conference appeared in 1931,
the yearning for the lost story had grown quite wistful. Bishop
Noah H. Mack was pleased with what Weaver had been able to construct
around a core of brief congregational sketches, but in his "Introduction"
commented, "What a volume of family history" our ancestors
"could have conveyed to us, but they are all silent, and
the past gives us no answer ...."13 Author
Weaver himself confessed to wondering how it was "that our
fathers all passed so quietly ... without telling us more about
their trials, experiences, and triumphs." It would have
been "important and uplifting," he thought, to "know
more about the privations and hardships which tried their souls,
and of their successful efforts in preserving their faith so
precious to them ...."14
A similar complaint was that
of progressive Lancaster Mennonite John Hershey Mellinger, writing
in the 1940s. "I am unable to learn anything,"
he wrote, "of the Mellinger ancestry beyond my grandfather."15 The
ancestor in question, born in 1790 in Manor Township and farming
in Strasburg Township after 1815, had apparently left his descendants
with no connection to family lore. A great language-change stood
like a Chinese Wall between his understanding and the quiet era
before the days of factories and higher education. No wonder
an author of a history of the Byerland congregation, "forced
... to condense her research to a ten day period," would
entitle her book Out of the Silent Past.16
Thus for most of two centuries
our people lived without access to even the outlines of the founding
of their American communities. That story lay obscured amidst
vague and often misleading phrasings like "bloody persecution,"
"the briny deep," "seven brothers who came across,"
"savage Indians," "primeval forests," and
"a sheepskin from William Penn."
The way our own projected
scrim patterns what we see in the past is neatly illustrated
in the "Wall of Memory" placed in our Heritage Center
at Harleysville several years ago. Stones from here and there
in our experience were supplied to a mason, who mortared them
into a pleasingly variegated formation. The memory was solidly
there. But was it? The granite block that one of our first African
American members had chiseled out was now unrecognizable, since
its corner had been knocked off to fit a non-square slot. The
bit of African petrified wood, in the shape of its continent,
had been flipped to fit another opening, which made it resemble
South America instead. And an Indian pestle had been inserted
the long way to fit a narrow opening, leaving only the blunt
end showing, so that the profile of its functioning was invisible.
Having been set to our pattern, those stones of memory had no
voice.
Part of the historians
work is to make one story out of many stories. Although any human
family needs this, in doing more imposing than listening we design
inauthentic family crests the American one-size-fits-all,
mail-order family history that can be bought when there is no
real memory. I live on the remnants of an old farm. No matter
how much renovating or cleaning up we do, the detritus of 160
years persists. Periodic farm auctions, when everything was sold,
have far from eradicated all the evidence of what happened here.
Load after load of old iron has been hauled away, pile after
pile of wood gone through the Franklin stove: beam, brace, cornice,
crate, dowel, jamb, joist, lath, lintel, moulding, panel, plank,
rafter, rung, shingle, sill, stud, wainscot. What a susurrus
of whispered voices from the fireplace! Then there are initials
and dates scratched in wood or stone! Year after year they tell
me about what my grandparents knew, placing my life in the perspective
of theirs. I perceive differently when I walk from the modern
addition of our house to the older side, where I am transferred
out of the end of the 20th century into a more organic-feeling
ambiance. A dropped marble rolls on the old floor, the walls
too are not abstractly plumb. The plaster has hogs hair
in it. The cellar-steps are worn irregularly concave around the
dense wood of knots, forcing me to feel, especially if barefooted,
with those who descended and climbed here over five lifetimes.
In the old attic, I must walk with lowered head. Dark aureoles
on the floor mark the drip of smoked hams through winters that
never dreamed of supermarkets crammed with a gross array of pre-processed
delicacies from around the globe. Sometimes these darker rooms
give me the creeps. They challenge me seriously to transcend
my provincial absorption in the end of the 20th century. They
insist, if I will listen, that my time too is an interval, a
transition. My artifacts too are quickly replaced by sleeker,
more digital ones. When I stand with head necessarily bowed in
these humble spaces, I look at "history" and its contents
differently than when pecking at a keyboard to extract information
from an electronic databank.
Ive mentioned the fear
of worldliness that influenced the 1910 Lancaster County Bicentennial.
Interestingly, when the Mennonites themselves gathered again
at Willow Street in 1960 for the 250th anniversary, and could
name the topics for themselves, the main speaker chose to dwell
on a historical review of "nonconformity." The same
man, Bishop J. Paul Graybill, tried very diligently to stamp
that interpretive principle on the thinking of a committee that
soon began to project a history to get beyond the bounded 1931
chronology of M. G. Weaver. Sitting on that committee was Noah
Good, who would outlive Graybill and bring his perspective to
bear on the new history. After perusing my manuscript, Good expressed
surprise. "As our Publication Committee sat together many
hours," he recalled, "we saw the history as a rather
serious thing in prospect. We idealized many of the leaders as
persons of serious and spiritual character. You have been successful
in ferreting out so many amusing incidents that we never thought
of when we first contemplated this work."
Goods choice of the
word "amusing" brought me a mild shock. Having tried
so hard to get beyond the former limitations of pious lists,
had I fallen into a merely entertaining mode? Had I spoken at
so many congregational anniversaries that the need to catch listeners
attention had moved me too close to humor? Good continued: "This
does make the story more factual and realistic." But "Is
the leadership contest between John Mellinger and his group and
the rather staid and outmoded bishop body intended to be amusing,
or is it an illustration of God working in spite of human hindrances?
So often the human or amusing aspect is highlighted more than
the less tangible aspect of seeking Gods leading. I am
rather sure this emphasis will capture the attention of many
readers. Will the reader be influenced for or against the Conference
and its work by reading this book? I would hope that each serious
reader would come away from this book with deeper appreciation
than before."
On that last note, I could
not have been in more agreement. But the difference of stance
of two persons who love the Church of Christ and its story, one
born in 1904 and the other in 1930, is definitely in play here.
I devoutly hope that future readers will appreciate Robert Frosts
dictum that they must recognize the inward seriousness of what
may be said with outward humor.
Perhaps the most obvious force
that turn things past into riddles is the simple stark process
of loss that leaves every community with its horror stories.
From my own old community, six decades ago, many important materials
went to the Bluffton College Library hundreds of miles distant.
In two swift visits there I found uncatalogued John Oberholtzer
manuscripts, N. B. Grubb correspondence, and hymnals with forgotten
inscriptions, but missed a set of revealing Abraham Hunsicker
letters to Oberholtzer which would have thrown sharp light on
the 1847 division I was trying to interpret. In Lancaster County
the crucial "Pequea" Christian Herr family papers turned
to mush in a barrel under a leaky attic roof. The papers of John
Shenk, Secretary of the "Russian Committee," were thrown
out, and those of Treasurer Gabriel Bear were carelessly burned
only weeks before historians came looking for them. You can provide
illustrations from your own communities.
Yet in all our struggle with
the riddles of our past, we find it unexpectedly disclosing rich
meaning. To quote T. S. Eliot, "What the dead had no speech
for, when living, / They can tell you, being dead: the communication
/ Of the dead is tongued with fire beyond the language of the
living."17 And in a strange way time itself
becomes the historians ally. For time is not only a distorting,
but a focusing lens. To change the metaphor, time sieves away
a lot of litter, thus letting us concentrate on a few themes,
rather than an incomprehensible clutter of data. The closer the
period we write about, the harder it is to see what is of lasting
importance. On the other hand, whatever evidence survives the
rude wasting of old time stakes a special claim to our attention.
Another paradox Ive
often reflected on is the way a parochial community like mine,
which has come only very late to its historical self-interpretation,
and is thus comparatively penalized by having to scrounge its
evidence from sparse, neglected sources, nevertheless has an
advantage. That is, where there has persisted an unusual sense
of spiritual family, even where records have been few, they can
be disproportionately gathered. Thus the forming of many Mennonite
archives across this country since 1950 has been enhanced by
an unusual awareness of where people have gotten to. If you doubt
this principle, I advise you to visit the Muddy Creek Farm Library
assembled by Old Order Mennonite farmer Amos B. Hoover since
the 1960s, and see what persistence and imagination
and love for the heritage have accomplished, out of all
normal scale. Beyond this, of course, the copying/ digital revolution
is now erasing distance and unavailability, bringing us closer
to our forbears thoughts as we move farther away from them
in chronological time.
In the riddles of our past
we find our own issues foreshadowed. For example, the unresolved
fracturing of Menno Simons spiritual family in the Netherlands
is a commentary on our own multiple groupings, all still claiming
Mennos name. The repeated departures from our own covenanted
body toward other models of Christianity are re-experienced today.
The gradual, drawn out process of compromising our forbears
blood-bought espousal of Christian nonresistance, finds ever
new occasion and form.
On another level, my old friend
Warren Rohrer (recently deceased Philadelphia artist with roots
in Lancaster County), surprised himself and those who appreciated
his increasingly abstract painting, by an atavistic tendency
to imitate the gestures of his inexpressive Mennonite ancestors.
He had come to realize, he observed, that his inarticulate forbears,
in their repetitive stroking of the earth or caressing of the
fabric on their spinning wheels and looms, were engaged in the
same drama he was rediscovering. It was this evocation of a wordless
depth that powerfully draws those who recognize it to Warrens
subtly shaded canvases. As he would stare at a plowed field until
it glowed on his canvas, so I have found that even the "quiet
in the land" part of our heritage yields meaning in proportion
to the intensity of the interpreters attention.
The riddle of things past
often turns out to be the familiar but unexamined reality of
the very moment from which we try to look back. The more we reflect
on the paradoxes of history, the more recognizable the strangeness
of our own moment becomes. And the more deeply we muse, the more
likely we are to see the fundamental themes of history rising
like those designs that entertain our children configurations
that emerge, depending on how our eyes focus, from among the
distracting welter of more obvious imagery.
The Lion/Lamb of Revelation
reappears in the horrific experience of Rwanda, ironically the
most Christianized of African countries. Here, in the matrix
of the East African Revival whose reflex influenced Lancaster
Mennonite spirituality, the first to be killed were the most
spiritual Christians. With the eye of faith, the Lion of the
Dark Past is revealed as really the Lamb, whose sacrifice is
rooted in Creation itself "the foundation of the
earth." For thoughts such as this the shallower word "riddle"
must give way to cosmic Mystery. Something basic was indeed brought
to Mosess people God "established a testimony
in Jacob." But something greater was established when a
Special Person emerged in that peoples story. The life
and death and resurrection of this Person brings to focus the
stories of all tongues, tribes and nations. To see this, our
vision must be, as the writer of Hebrews put it, "mixed
with faith."
Lesslie Newbigin has recently
written that "The community of the Christian church"
is incomprehensible apart from its story. Its two basic themes
of creation and redemption are presented in narrative form. It
was actually the biblical narrative, muses Newbiggin, that "made
Europe a cultural entity distinct from Asia, of which it was
and is simply a peninsula."18
The church is shaped,
Newbiggin holds, by the story it bears. But do we know that story
beyond superficiality?.
Several years ago my wife
Roma composed a "fraktur" representation of the vision
in Revelation 5, based on a conception of the Flemish artist
Hans Memling in the 1590s. Most visitors to our dining
room, where it hangs, dont linger long over the depth meaning
of the Fraktur, centered as it is around a seven-horned Lamb
in a circle of singing elders. Having admired the intricacy of
the drawing, guests tend to ask less, "What does it mean?"
than "How long did it take you to make it?"
Similarly, sometimes after
I tell a string of stories, hoping with outward humor but inward
seriousness to flesh out and make palpable the fellowship of
our forbears in the faith, listeners ask not about the meaning
of our dialogue with those forbears, but "Where do you get
all these stories?"
Another effect I muse on is
how so often historians give us interpretations of church life
as a set of interweaving ideas built around a very skimpy story
line. On the Internets "Mennolink," there is
a stimulating flow of ideas, interpretation and debate, but a
fairly low quotient of story. When story does appear there, it
often has a bracing impact. Many of the interpretive patterns
on the "Link" have a resonance of the academy, where
schemata abound.
In such a context a comment
of Arnold Snyder, a teacher himself, is wise: "It appears
that the love of Christ as revealed in His words and His life
provides a heuristic principle that survives the interpretive
predilections of any age." Just as insightfully he adds,
"One lesson of history is hard to miss: Christians should
exercise a profound dose of humility concerning what they claim
to know, biblically and spiritually. This humility needs to be
exercised especially in our relations with those who disagree
with us."19 In other words, there is a humble
stance of faith from which even the dark riddles of the past
can disclose spiritual meanings.
It was in 1990 at Harleysville
that we built our new Mennonite archives, a treasury of things
both bright and dark: ledgers, singing school books, hymns, deeds,
letters and diaries. Here one could commune with the past in
the mood of poet Czeslaw Milosz: "At Salem, by a spinning
wheel, / I felt I, too, lived yesterday."20
As a volunteer community gathered one evening to landscape the
new grounds, I was touched by the sight of this circle of work
and hope, caring about what our fathers and mothers had told
us about Gods doings among us. Of course here, in our storing
and cherishing the sayings of our heritage, we hadnt gotten
everything right. Our "Wall of Memory" already obscured
some of the very truth we were hoping to testify to. But it was
all done as an offering, a sign that we wanted to tell the story
that Gods covenant had been known here for a quarter-millennium.
It was high time we did this. People moving in from every direction
were building around us in patterns reflecting no focused memory.
They too needed our story. Perhaps it would become spiritually
theirs, by adoption.
As we worked through lowering
weather, the sun was setting behind us over the Moyer homestead
of 1717, soon to become a Wal-Mart. How dark that homes
history would become! But just then a rainbow appeared. As my
friends worked on, I walked backward for an overall look at the
scene, and sure enough, I could find a stance from which our
house of memory was serenely arched by a rainbow of promise.
John L.
Ruth presented this meditation at The Riddle of Things Past
Conference, Harrisonburg, Va., May 9, 1997.
Notes
1 Clifford Geertz, "Learning With
Bruner" (review article on Jerome Bruners The Culture
of Education), The New York Review of Books, April 10, 1997,
24.
2 Morgan Edwards, Materials Toward a History of the Baptist
Denomination (Philadelphia: Thomas Dobson, 1770), 97-98.
3 John C. Wenger, History of the Mennonites of the Franconia
Conference (Telford, PA: Franconia Mennonite Historical Society,
1937), 91-92.
4 John H. Oberholtzer, "A Letter of John H. Oberholtzer
to Friends in Germany, 1849," ibid., 420.
5 John L. Delp, "Facts relating to the early History
of the Mennonites," Herald of Truth, II (January 1865),
4-5.
6 Quoted in John L. Ruth, Maintaining the Right Fellowship:
A narrative account of life in the oldest Mennonite community
in North America (Herald Press: Scottdale, PA, 1984), n.p., from
Tysons ms in the Library of the Mennonite Historians of
Eastern Pennsylvania, Harleysville, PA.
7 J. K. Harley, A History and Geography of Montgomery
County, PA (n.p.: author, 1882), 16-27.
8 George Washington to John Parke Custis, September 28,
1777, quoted in Samuel Whitaker Pennypacker, "Pennypackers
Mills" (Part II), Bulletin of the Historical Society of
Montgomery County, XXII (Spring 1981), 305.
9 Abraham J. Fretz, "Preface," A Brief History
of John and Christian Fretz (Elkhart, IN: Mennonite Publishing
Co., 1890), p. 6.
10 Ernst Muller, Geschichte der bernischen Täufer.
Nach den Urkunden dargestelt. Frauenfeld: J. Huber, 1895.
11 C. Henry Smith, Mennonite Country Boy: The Early Years
of C. Henry Smith (Newton, KS: Faith and Life Press, 1962), 217-218.
12 Benjamin W. Weaver, Diary, October 7, 1910, Lancaster
Mennonite Historical Society, Lancaster, PA.
13 Noah H. Mack, "Introduction," M. G. Weaver,
Mennonites of Lancaster Conference (Scottdale, PA: Mennonite
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14 Ibid., 338.
15 John Hershey Mellinger (b. 1858), "An Autobiography"
(facsimile of excerpt from a handwritten MS at the Lancaster
Mennonite Historical Society), Missionary Messenger, "Special
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16 Rhoda H. Campbell, "Introduction," Out of
the Silent Past (Lancaster, PA: Feldser, 1950), n.p.
17 T. S. Eliot, "Little Gidding," II, 51, Four
Quartets (San Diego: Harcourt Brace Jovanovich, 1971), 51.
18 Leslie Newbiggin, Proper Confidence: Faith, Doubt and
Certainty in Christian Discipleship (Grand Rapids: William B.
Eerdmans Publishing Company, 1995), 52.
19 C. Arnold Snyder, Anabaptist History and Theology:
An Introduction (Kitchener, Ont.: Pandora Press, 1995), 381
20 Czeslaw Milosz, "In Salem," The Collected Poems
1931-1987 (Hopewell, NJ: The Ecco Press, 1988), 412
This article was published in Mennonite Historical Bulletin,
January 1998.
